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Children are Blessings

 It’s a good thing you exist. Might be a strange thing to start off with but in today’s age it’s been worshiped by some that life doesn’t have value no matter what.  I am pro women, pro love, pro babies, pro life. I wrote this out with tears in my eyes, because life alone is so precious, dear and wonderful. 20% of my generation didn’t get to live due to abortion.  20%  Come Jesus come. Fall down like rain. Consume this world. Pour out Lord! Show us your way, give us your eyes, open our hearts to what you need us to do and force courage upon us. Urgently we need you, every second. You are beyond all the chaos, the sin. You are more than enough for us. You are great my Father, your such a good Father. My heart is weak and frail for my brothers and sisters who have died from the hands of evil. Lord our God. You our King, ruler above all things, all understanding. Give us strength like Moses. Oh my Lord give us courage to do what you want to. God do what you want to! Let...

You are Loved

 GOD our Heavenly Father. You made all the beautiful things on earth. Just one flower gives many joy and you take great care of a simple flower. So why should I doubt or worrying you will take care of me! For I am worth much more than a field of the most fragrant and precious flower on earth. You reader are worth many more diamonds, ruby’s and gold then the earth holds, more than the stars in the sky! GOD loves you more than that!

2025

 So it’s been a long while. 6 years. Oh my goodness.  Im no longer in high school. Mad at that high school friend. We actually reconnected two years ago and I’ve traveled to meet up multiple times.  I am still a child of God, more in love than ever with my Heavenly Father. Still have the passion for writing and expressing myself. Life is so amazing and abundant!!! Every small thing brings so much joy in the spring(vitamin d helps so much) Okay okay no more yapping. I was inspired in Sunday school and wanted to share something I wrote. Check the next blog to see!
Past pain I hold my pain in the back of my brain. That’s a lie.  I hold it closer: I hold it in my heart, still, everyday.  The pain you gave caused me to change. The lies you told to get your way. It clouded my judgement and I wanted to run away.  My heart was bad. It was torn.  Between you and happiness.  Between pleasing you and being healthy. I had a creature lurking in the dark.  Trying to kill me and it took some shots.  I couldn’t hold on, it took my breath my lungs are pressed.  My head it burnt.  My life was turned upside because of you. What you said.  What you did and what you didn’t.  I hated you.  What you did.  I hated myself more for wanting you.  For crying over you. But as I see now who was I wanting.  I wanted someone who treated me like dirt.  I see now you were horrible, disgusting.  I look at my pain and greet it with lessons. Learnin...
16. You were a fantastic year.  I thank God I have lived this long.  My 16th year was filled with passion, pain, heartbreak and tears, but also lots of happiness, joy, deliverance, learning, mercy, growth, grace, meaning, realization and Love.  I’m very thankful for everyone who was in my 16th year. You have all played a role and showed me how to or not to do life, show love, be a friend and be more like JESUS. I have never liked the thought of being 17.  When your turn 13 your now a teenager, 14 high school hits, 15 starting to drive, 16 license(lil freedom), 17 is just there. I feel there is no meaning in the number but I pray I can find a meaning by living it! 
I Am Bailey. This blog is going to be new and hopefully productive. I hope to post recipes that I’ve tried, poems, small story’s, bible verses, bible devotions, opinions, about my homeschool life, what I want to do in collage and who knows what else! I hope someone finds my life and way I think fascinating, entertaining, comical, bring a smile to their face or make them happy in anyway possible. It’s the little things right? November 12  2018